My way

My faith way / The time comes 

OMG ! How time flies such as light-speed. I arrived Vancouver (Canada) on last October. After that ... Halloween of October, Whistler snowboarding of November, H.a.w.a.i.i. of December, happy brand-new year of 2016 Jaunary , ESL to Pmm(powerspeaking) of february , and Today of March.

In near future, I have 2 event. I'm gonna enjoy my lucky birthday , and 2 weeks 'Europe' strategy. Actually I love traveling 'n' eating meal. I have to do brand-new something. One of them is Europe - tour, also my little dream. Euro is known as main countries in the whole world. There's totally different to asia. Of course I'm lovin' Japan in asia.Cuz easy to live, great safety, less and less poor ppl. Actually in real, Japanese tend to be shy and communicate indirectly. I exactly understand this fact. In other words, like a 'heart-to-heart' . However unbelievably it's worthless in North Us.

I'm typical Japanese except for stupid hair and like trouble maker behavior. so what? I recognized what's Japan and Japanese. I could think about objective of view. I saw myself outside. I saw my identity on others view. Now I honestly think I appreciate all people who I met , and everything. Especially my parents, and close friends, and some of teachers and mentors. I might discoveried my important 'Key'. Almost all Vancouver ppl in North american and Hawaiian said that : just do it , do your best, let it be, let it go. Probably the real answer is hidden by common sense and knowledge, socity , traditional education, fxckin' something.

Nobody know what is correct way. However I could and can made my decidion even if it mistake or make disadvantage. I won't regret. I think I'm satisfing canadian life except for my suck skill. I got many experiences such as people cannot buy it with money. For instance, Sightseeing , international 'n' Japanese friends , learning how to use real living English such as not written textbook, and so on.

So I just wanna do what I want. Of course , in near future , I must be independent from parents 'n' ppl who help me. Should I stay or should I go? I would rather go there place to stay here.

If you stop or lose your way , take the first big step.One step from there is the important thing.

Time is money. Boldness is genius.

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My way-Frank Sinatr（フランクシナトラ）

"And now, the end is here

And so I face the final curtain

My friend, I'll say it clear

I'll state my case, of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full

I traveled each and ev'ry highway

And more, much more than this, I did it my way"

こうして今 終わりの時を迎え

俺は終幕へと立ち向かう

友よ 俺ははっきり言える

確信を持って 俺の生涯を伝えることができるんだ

満ち溢れた人生を生きてきた

ひとつひとつの道を旅してきた

そして 何よりずっと 自分の道を生きてきたんだ

"Regrets, I've had a few

But then again, too few to mention

I did what I had to do and saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course, each careful step along the byway

And more, much more than this, I did it my way"

後悔…少しはあるさ

だがそれは 言葉にするには あまりに些細なことだ

常に残らず やるべきことをやり 経験した

計画を立て その都度 進むべき道を決め 抜け道に沿って注意深く進んできた

そして 何よりずっと 自分の道を生きてきたんだ

"Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew

But through it all, when there was doubt

I ate it up and spit it out

I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way"

そうだな 時には おまえも知ってるはずだ―

無理をして背伸びした時があったさ

だが 自信のない時だって それもすべて切り抜けてきた

飲み込んでは 吐き出し

すべてありのままを受け入れ 自信を持って立ち向かい 自分の道を生きてきたんだ

"I've loved, I've laughed and cried

I've had my fill, my share of losing

And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that

And may I say, not in a shy way,

Oh, no, oh, no, not me, I did it my way"

恋をして 笑い そして 涙した

欲しいものを手にしたし 敗北する側にも立った

今はもう 涙はおさまり とてもおもしろいものだとわかったよ

自らのしてきたことを考えてみるんだ

すると 言ってもいいかな？ 躊躇っている場合じゃないと

ああ いや 俺は違うさ 俺はただ 自分の道を生きてきたんだ

"For what is a man, what has he got?

If not himself, then he has naught

To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!"

人とは何なのか 手に入れたのは何なのかと問われれば

俺じゃなくても 結局 持ってるものなど何もない

感じたままに言ってるんだ　跪いてきた人間の言葉じゃない

痛い目にも遭ったが 俺が自分の道を生きてきたことは 人生の記録が証明している

"Yes, it was my way"

そうさ それが 俺の道なんだ